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female, 41 years old
Maple Ridge, BC Canada

May 6, 2009, 8:53 am

Sigh

I had passport photos done yesterday.

I didn't really look at them before she put them in the envelope. She had held one up and said "best passport photo I've seen in a very long time". I paid and left.

I got home, and pulled out the photo. Shocking. Who is that old woman with the saggy neck??

Back in the day, I used to look for pictures that made me look skinny. Now I look for pictures that make me look young.

Will I ever be satisfied with where I am today? Will any of us?

I think it's a matter of accepting who we are, and looking the best we can for who we are today. Not who we were, or who we wish we are.

I wasted my young hot years being fat. It's time to be the hot MILF. Actually, the hot GILF that I am.

Somtimes, though... I get slapped in the face with a "who are you kidding" photo. Man, I hate that.




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