For the past 10 months I have been so very careful and exercising a ton. I have now dropped a little over 60 pounds. Im still a few pounds off my goal of 115. Last night I decided when mom called me I was going to tell her we would go out to lunch today. I was going to let her pick the place. Knowing my mothers love for pizza I just knew what it would be. I told myself I would eat the pizza and a salad and yes it would be ok. Ive had a hard time letting myself eat some of the old foods I used to just love. More than anything I dont want to put the pounds back on and since I dont have any of my "fat" clothes left I cant put a pound back on. I also dont want to go back to my old ways. I love the new me I just want to be able to enjoy a few things and not get upset about it and not go overboard as well. I almost find this part harder than when I was working to get the weight off. What can I say Im just a mess. lol
